#badger type beat😽✨

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Me at practice today 😭 no thoughts. head empty only haiji kiyose and “the mountains of hakone are??” “the steepest in the world!!” pls I’m so sore and suffering my jobs are great for my back and shoulder and arm muscles but like they’re a double workout and I’m still recovering from my Covid shot and I did 400m repeats yesterday at my 800m pace and then we did 4x400 relays at practice today.... all the distance people ran 6 ugh six except the pole vaulters who did 2 what is this logic anyway we are actually having a state meet but only 2 people from each region qualify for each event. No base times. Kinda scary. And to qualify for regionals (there’s never been a qualifying thing for regionals in years past except that you had to participate in a certain number of meets previously) you have to place in the top 4 at sectionals, which are new this year. But I’m pumped!! Got my sights set on state champion for the 800m but I’ll have to work fucking hard but my 4x800m team?? we are so ready for that gold i can’t wait. I miss you bro it feels like forever since we’ve talked how are you holding up??

reiiiiiii hi i’ve missed you bro!!!! and honestly if thinking of haiji doesn’t motivate you during a workout then deadass nothing will😭😭 but oh my godddd those workouts sound like actual cheeks I could never with the 8s and 😦😦😦😦TWO people per event for state????? that’s so scary bro omfg i fkn bet you can do it tho😼😼😼 which vaccine did you get?? my second shot of pfizer is in abt a week i’m scared ill feel like death jjdjdhhd and on god i’ve been crazy stressed😻😻 been forced back into school 4 days a week and it’s fkn Killinh me and i have zero time for anything how did i do this shit for 12 years😭😭 but i’m wicked excited for this season, first meet is on monday and I just want to have an enjoyable season I long to not put pressure on myself😻😻

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Idk how else to explain this but if Kita was American his name would be Pierre

okay wHY does this make sense😭😭😭

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tamaki and haruhi hhave very similar vibes to Laurent and makoto

okay right WHERE is the lie !!!!! there really is something special abt annoying blonde headasses and unamused brunettes🤧🤧😔☝️

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So!! Two things!!

1) my blog’s anniversary is in a week (April 9th) I’m super proud I’ve actually been like active and able to not exactly write but at least update my blog for so long... normally I get bored of things really fast haha

2) I have an appointment for my first tattoo on April 8th!! Freaking out haha but guess what guess what guess what

I’m getting THIS ^^^ on my right shoulder oh goodness I’m such a nerd but I hope it turns out well ahhhdjagjskdla

3) April Fools! Three things! omggg I used to watch your lie in April every spring. I watched it for the first time in 8th grade and it was kinda too much for me to handle I bawled so much it was the first anime I watched that made me really cry like that and then I watched it between March-June every year after that... until last year when I started it and just :// the magic wore off. Buuuuuut I did just read all of jjk in two days and now I’m halfway through the anime and it’s like??? Better than I expected?? My first impression of it was not great but I gave it a second shot idk why but holy cow best decision I am actually in love I think jjk is the first example of a series where the main character has actually been my favorite (but Megumi’s a close second) also I hate Gojo’s guts I want to slap him he annoys me so much and gives off big Dazai vibes. But! I heard you kin Dazai?? That’s. Idk mate. You get stuck with Oikawa kinnies and I get stuck with Dazai kinnies (happily ofc) because you’d be my THIRD friend to kin him what is up with that lol

BROOO THAT TATTOO OMFG THAts so dope!!!! 10000000% the most elite first tattoo to get aaahgdh that’s so fkn exciting‼️😼😼

and yeah,,,,joey and I just watched the second ylia episode and like,,,,, I can’t do this this month bestie😹😹😹🤧😭 and as for jjk I honestly don’t think i’ll ever get into it although I always see content for it on my dash and the characters all seem really good🥺🥺 sadly the genre just isn’t for me jdhdhhd

and look——- at first I kinned dazai just bc I thought it was funny as he just really wants to die and I,well😹 but then I just found him Really Relatable(tm) in general so here I am, a dazai kinnie😔🤚

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ok but what is the origin of your username anyway

honestlyghdhdhdh it’s just bc @whorenita and our friends would always say that I have “rat bastard twink” energy (origin of phrase: unknown) so yeah I just decided to own my rattiness and here we are😻😻

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This gon be u in a few years

OHHHMYGOGHFJHF OH MYGOD THE AMOUNT OF TIMES IVE MISTYPED MY NAME AS RAT——

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NO IM DEAD YOU REALLY DID SUMMON ME JDHHDHDHDdfd maybe this is a sign to rewatch mp100 (or actually maybe i’ll fucking finish rwtw bc I just got a memory that I was watching it a WHOLE YEAR AGO WTF) and I move in the 28th💀💀💀

bruhhhh how are you?? college preparation is stressing me out but i miss you sm. i have an s/o now which is wild because i didnt think i’d be into silly relationships but here i am. it’s very sakuatsu. an enemies to lovers story and i am honestly here for it. i’m just coming back from my senior trip to Key West and Dry Tortugas rn which are both amazing by the way would highly recommend you get down there at least some point in your life. hang in there rat bestie,

xoxoxoxo

rei

HI REI IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH !!!!!!!

i’m sorry i’ve been gone for SO fucking long jesus christmas I meant to like start posting again like,,,,,,, well over a month ago???????? but uhhhhhhh long story short i’ve been a teensy bit Unwell(tm) mentally and like kept being like “oh man I rlly want to go back online but i’m too 🥴🧠💥💥 rn yknow??” and put it off like a whore

well i’m still 🥴🧠💥💥 BUT I decided i’d rather be sadboyray era but with a self expression outlet rather than sadboyray era with NO expression outlet

??????????

so uh YEAH HI !!!!!! idk if you’ll have left for college yet but I hope preparations are going/went well,,, oh god nerve wracking shit hrrghhhhh AND STOP BRO SAKUATSU VIBES OKAY REAL LIFE Y/N THATS SO DOPEEE

sending u many kissy cat emojis bro mwahmwahmwah😽😽😽😽😽😽😽😽😽😽

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Ya bro have you ever heard of Wotakoi? Love is Hard for Otaku? The storyline isn’t masterful or anything but the characters are all so relatable I like it a lot and finally got caught up for the first time in like two years and this one character REALLY grew on me and I found a fantastic panel of him soooo 👉👈 pretty please bro? 🥺 you’re totally allowed to say no hands down.

(here is the pic by the way) vvv

His name is Taro Kabakura ^^^

Ta da and that’s what his coloring looks like but obviously you can look up more if that doesn’t suffice. Could you keep the text? Sorry if this is too much haha I have photoshop and editing software but like I also have a really cool friend who does this stuff and thought I might ask them first soooo

Anyway take your time!! I’m in no rush haha.

<3 u rat bestie mwah

YOOO THAT SERIES HAS BEEN ON MY LIST FOR AGES !!! that’s such a good panel vv excicted to color it👀👀 and tysm for the coloring references bro desdass so helpful bestie🥺🤲💛

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Ok sooooo do you take requests for the panels you color?

!!!yooo so I had never considered bc I wouldn’t think i’d get any but hell yeah‼️‼️ you have a request or whatevah?👀👀👉👈

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bro‼️‼️‼️tysm for the tag😻

so kita and I met when he happened to catch a few events of a track meet and saw me run and thought I looked sexy as fuck really dope and just HAD to approach me

and as for second question I am not mentally well enough atm to imagine arguing with kita so we simply will not argue😸✌️

tag games!

@caizen, thank you so much for the tag bb, and I’m so glad you’re simping for jin too HAHAHAHAHA he is sooo perfect fufu!

her questions: not a question but, describe what your ideal life would be with your selfship/s and what your actual life would be with your selfship/s. optional: why is that your ideal/actual life with them? kind of like an expectation vs reality.

hmm my ideal life with my self ships *looks warily at naoya* and what my actual life would be with my self ships. alright, let’s do this!

Keep reading

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It is full simping for Kiyose Haiji hours 😔💔

!!!!!!AS IT SHOULD BE

also fun (read: embarrassing) fact I’ve been watching run w the wind for like,,,,8 months and still haven’t completely finished it eyeyyeydye😔😔🥴🤙

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Your man

Is also

I’m wheezing none of these characters are alike at all at least most of Atsumu’s seiyuu’s characters are the same smarmy confident emotional idiots

hdgdhdhhd okay right???????,?);? like yes love the variation but when I say it was a PUNCH to the face learning that kita and kusuke share a va😭😭

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Rei don’t use pink challenge failed. My purple hair has faded... but I bleached it before the dye... so it’s pink now. Literally the same shade of pink as Laurent’s jacket in your one edit. But! I’m getting an undercut in a couple weeks and will re-dye it then 🥰.

I almost cried when I first got it bleached because I’ve had frosted tips before but the full bleach? I looked in the mirror and saw Atsumu and my sisters screeched that I looked like Atsumu too it was not a bruh moment. Undercut Rei better not start to resemble Atsumu more or I s2g I’m pulling a Tanaka and shaving my head.

OKAY BUT THE POWER PINK HAIR HOLDS😳😳😳 omg also your vibes are like?. perfect for an undercut???? that’s dope asfuvk bro👀 are you gonna dye it purple again or antoher color??

andjdjjjd hate to say it but i’m abt to be an atsumu lookalike soon😭😭👐 i’m going blonde in a few days but after a few cuts the sides will be dark again eyeyeye—

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In this alternate timeline where you are married to Kita, if y’all get a pet you should name it barbecue because Kita could call it “Sweet Baby Ray’s”. I’m sorry I’m sleep deprived and bbq sauce came up at some point today idk what my brain did but it spat that out ^

REI EYE—— at first I busted a gut over this but then I was like wait,,, that’s actually really cutejdhhdj

we’d have to name any animals we encounter after condiments bc we’re on that cute shit😤😤

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by the way your profile picture is so cursed i almost didn’t follow you because I hated it so much but now i find it quite endearing

OHHH MYGOd this just killed me On The Spot brb busting a gut at 11pm jfhdhdj but omg i’m so glad you hate it too🥳✨‼️ i’ve come so close to changing it to something less,,,,,yknow but i’m so attached to it now and if i have to live w the fact that i made it, yall have to live with seeing it😻💞

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I lied. I can’t stop spamming your inbox after that reblog skagkdkjwjka MY HEART bro you actually had ME with tears in my eyes I wrote that fic with YOU in mind and haha you don’t know how much I was anticipating your reaction and then BOOM I wasn’t ready for it.

bro i’m deadass abt to read it again I Cannot thank you enough for blessing the world with that 🥺🥺🥺✨💞